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[16 Aug 2003|11:49am] |
I figured it was about time to fill this box up with words. Maybe I started feeling like updating this because I only had 2 hours of sleep. I smell like campfire and my car is not comfortable enough. I wish I had a pillow. But that was in the tent. I'm not feeling to good now. I don't know, it's more of a extrememly pissed/angry (need two words for that)/sad/crappy. I thought he was my friend. How could a person do that to another? I was in the same fucking tent for fucks sake. And fuck it's not like I'm not going to notice. Oh I tried to ignore it just for you but that wasnt going to happen.
I really didn't think you were an asshole until now. Seriously, everyone else did but I never had anything against you, I mean, DDR.
Why am I so sad?
I guess it's because I never called someone an asshole to his face before.
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[05 Jun 2003|10:01pm] |
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Joel wanted me to too, so here we go:
1.) boyfriend's name-
Joel of Super hot browness
2.) his age-
17 (sucker)
3.) what is his favorite color-
I know, I know, RED!
4.) what is his biggest fear-
dislocating a body part again. No, it was his LEG, geeze sick fucks.
5.) what is his favorite place to be touched-
OH GEEZE I WONDER, you have to help me out here guys..hmmm..a guy's favourite..
6.) what s his least favorite place to be touched-
umm hmm tickilish areas?
7.) does he ever get on your nevers-
Sometimes
8.) if so...when and why-
umm..mostly dumb things like arguing over how much the GST is or something or something nerdy like videogames
9.) what is your favorite thing about him-
I enjoy Joel's hot browness, I can't picture myself with some white guy
10.) whenever he talks do you listen closely-
heh..um, no. haha, ok sometimes
11.) what is the most attractive thing about him (physical feature)-
Joel hott, umm I have a thing for abs.
12.) what is the least attractive thing about him (physical feature)-
uhhh when Joel hugs me after karate in his smelly Gi.
13.) if you had to pick 10 words to discribe him what would they be-
Joel puppy, yummy, brown (hehe), horny, crazy, strong ( I have the stronger thighs haha), cute, cuddly, warm
14.) do you like his family-
mhm, they give me lots of money and smelly perfumes. somethimes they're weird though.
15.) do you think he flirts too much (if at all)-
Joel, flirt? I'll take him to the bar and we'll see :D
16.) do you miss him-
Always
17.) have you ever cheated on him-
well gee, I'll just put this in public, duh
no.
18.) have you ever though about dumping him in the last week-
hmmmm...well..guess not
19.) do you think your relatioship with him will last-
4 years? Nah, i think it'll end tomorrow.
20.) if so how long-
tomorrow
21.) how long do you want it to last-
until Squall comes to life
22.) does your family like him-
Yup, a lot more than my sister's boyfriend. Joel doesnt send my parents nasty letters saying how they should raise their daughter
23.) have you seen him cry-
ya ya
24.) has he ever see you cry-..
ya ya
25.) if you have seen him cry, what was it over-
poopy things
26.) have you ever made him cry-
Sure have, i have that skill
27.) what is something you want to know about him-
how many times a day do YOU masterbate?
28.) what do you think your relatioship with him is lacking-
everyday visual stimulus
29.) do you think he is (a) sexy (b) pretty (c) ugly (d) cute (e) fat (f) normal looking-
ABD - Joel pretty
30.) what is the one thing you wish you could change about him (attitude wise)-
Wear some shorts goddamn it!
31.) what would you change about physical appearence-
Nadda, Joel my huney
32.) is your boyfriend athletic-
more than me
33.) musical-
Joel burps in my face. He dances on the dance mat.
34.) talented-
Joel has ambition and always tries more and more if he looses. Like at videogames. I just give up and play later. Joel doesn't give up, wish I could.
35.) a nature boy-
umm.. i don't think so
36.) fun to be with-
Of course
37.) funny-
yuppers
38.) popular-
I don't go to Joel's school. Everyone likes Joel. Um, I don't care about popularness.
39.) is there more good things or bad things about her-
hott things
40.) would you have sex with him-
No, hehe I kid. Duh.
41.) what is thefarthest you would go with him-
Well you know, maybe we'll hold hands.
42) if you could take him anywhere where would you take him-
ok ok.. toys r us
43.) is he a good kisser-
My only kiss. haha, i'm such a loser. hehe i kid. Joel good.
44.) is he the best you have ever kissed him-
mhm
45.) is his body soft-
umm..pretty soft for a guy ( i embarass joel :D)
46.) do like his body-
sure do
47.) what is the best thing about it-
didnt i already do this? um chest
48.) the worst-
nothing
49.) what is his middle name-
Andrew
50.) do you like his name-
Yeah, I like it.
52.) do you think you will last with him-
i answered this already too, yeah
53.) how long have you been with him-
4.5 years
54.) how long have you know him-
4.5 years haha
55.) can you picture marrying him-
Yeah, he's first on the list.
56.) do you want to marry him-
maybe someday.
57.) what is some of his nick names-
Joel honey, bum, puppy, poopy, dummy lol
58.) does religion get in the way-
naw
59.) is he one of the most important things in your life-
hmmm..umm..ehhhh..Yup
60.) do you think about him in class-
especially in crappy english
61.) in sports or activites is he in your mind all the time-
umm, at times, karate he's sometimes there
62.) do you get buterflies whenever you see him-
used to, but it faded. hehe, i'm just happy
63.) whenever you know you are about to see him does your tummy do flips-
same fucking question, not anymore, i'm just happy
64.) do you love him-
sure do
65.) do you REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE LOVE LOVE him-
ya ya
guys answer his trutfully....girl who are answering change the girlfriend with boyfriend!!! send it to your loved one!!!
shit that was long. i'm going to bed.
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[15 May 2003|03:00pm] |
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I totally thought I had Friday off. Fuck this shit. Maybe I'll join in with the National Skip Day anyway.
I'm listening to Justin Timberlake. I'm hocked to Rock you Body. Weird, eh? I'm even making a pop-fun CD. Even weirder. Meh, I have no problem with liking a whole lot of different music.
I had to work yesterday to midnight. I thought it was going to be crap like usual but it was actually decent. Lots of people were shopping so it wasn't boring and Kevin and I might swap playstation games. Oo oo, and I got promoted to supervisor! Not just any visor, but SUPERvisor. I get to start trainig in June. yay, I'm now important.
I went and got my car washed today. I have to get the fender repainted; it's peeling. I'm thinking of tinting the back windows. I think it would look hot. I don't know how much it would cost though. Hm.
Yes, I've been so busy lately. I had an english test on tuesday as well as a calculus test, an essay on wednesday, and an english test today along with a calculus differential final. It was pure shit as the fact that I also worked last night. Oh well, zero homework today so I can just go to karate.
Anyway, long weekend this weekend! Yay! I think I'll bring Joel over here and we'll do things like get drunk because there is nothing else to do.
Ack, I have to fix my University schedule!
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| Moooo to you toooooo! I'll break into his... |
[01 May 2003|03:16pm] |
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So I'm eating nutella on bread.. well I was, I just inhailed the whole thing. Mmm.
I have karate tonight; I have to get ready for Nationals. I don't want to do kumite, I don't think. I might just stay with kata. I think my kumite needs too much work. Meh. I'm excited- I get a Team Alberta jacket! Yay!
I have to work both Saturday and Sunday, boo!
Ooo oo, but I can go shoe shopping on Friday for Grad. I also need to make a hair appointment. I think I'll do my own make-up. I'll have to make it super-early. The Double Decker bus is leaving at around 2:30. Yes, Double Decker Bus. We are going to Grad in style, I say. It's even decorated in the school colours! We're going to tour around Whyte Ave adn get pictures taken at the Museum or somewhere else pretty. Exciting! I can't wait to finish school.
School...I had a calculus trig unit exam today-- it was kind of Nazi.
The derivitive of calculus= suck my white ass
However the derivitive of 3x^2 + (2x+5)^4 equals:
6x + 4(2x+5)^3 *(d/dx)(2x+5)
which equals 6x + 8(2x+5)^3 or HOTNESS.
Oh yeah, last weekend was good times. Joel and I went to Darcy's party on Saturday- Darcy's BLACKLITE party. Wooo! I guess I was pretty drunk but I do remember Jackass. That movie was funny but discusting...the whole paper cut thing. *cring*
I have to bust a move out of here and do the homework I didn't feel like doing yesterday.
au revoir, mes amies chaud.
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[30 Apr 2003|09:59pm] |
Allo! Joel here.. *smirk* I've broken into Rei's LJ!..Well..not really. Just know her password ^-^; isn't that what usually happens in trusting relationships? heh. Rei hasn't been updating her livejournal for a while now, and us 2 readers are getting fed up. WE WANT ENTRIES!! MOO!!!
*swirls his Harry Potter wand and pastes image*
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[13 Apr 2003|01:35am] |
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I updated my webcam album. Don't know why. I think I was having a hot day.
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[13 Apr 2003|12:29am] |
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So last night was my first time at a bar. Heather drove Andrea, darcy and I there. Andrea was already intoxicated with the famous Greek Ouzo and yelling out the window that Dr. Pepper is better than the Oilers down Whyte Ave. I took pictures, it was fun. So when we got there, we had to wait in line for a long-ass time. I got to meet one of Andrea's friends, James and his boyfriend Rene. Nice people.
So when we finally got inside the Urban Lounge, it was hot, full of people and smaller than I thought. Some random guy invited me to his table as soon as I stepped in the door. I knew then this was going to be an interesting night.
So I don't really remember which order these all went in, but it's all good. So first, Andrea and I got some drinks and went to the dance floor and watched the band. As soon as we got in there, random guy #2 grabbed both of us and danced. While walking through the bar, more random guys tried to pinch my cheek and Darcy said the guys in front of me were checking me out. Ha! I've never had that much attention in one night then in my whole life. SUPER. But alas, when one is drunk, one sees someone who is hotter than they actually are. I took this into consideration. :P
At one point in time, Andrea made me take a "birthday shot" which consisted of who the hell knows what. All I know is that it was lumpy and booger-green. I had to take 3 sips to get it down as it was so thick. Thankfully, I was too drunk at the time to notice how horrible it tasted.
Sometime later, Heather got hit on a few times. Once by this hot guy with muscles. Lucky bitch, she wasn't even drinking! lol. But, when we were going to the car, one of the guys asked her to come home with him while spilling hot dog all over her. He wasn't trouble or anything, I made sure. ^_^
Andrea got hit on by a couple of brothers. I thought it was funny. She didn't think so when one of them asked her to come to his place. (If you know what I mean lol). She danced with him and apparently he was asleep on her shoulder, he was so drunk.
Then there was me. Random guy #3 with an orange shirt, (don't remember his name) started talking it up with me. He asked what I do, blah blah blah, I said I was going into Computer Science and trying to scare him with my nerdiness but it didn't work. He asked me to dance and so I did. It was all good until he started being SUPER close and assuming the slow dance position in a fast cowboy song. He kept staring at me, twas creepy. I was beginning to wonder if there was something hanging off my face. There wasn't. So the dance ended and he asked for another one, but I said I had to leave. Well I did thought we were leaving but apparently not. So I sat down with Darcy. I felt dumb as orange shirt guy sat down too and noticed I wasn't going anywhere. OOPS. MY BAD. So I grabbed Darcy and danced with him. I think I gave the allusion to orange shirt guy that I was with Darcy. It was kinda fun. Mwahaha.
But it was fun, I thought. Orange shirt guy wasn't that bad. But if you were on a blind date with him and when you had to talk about him to your friends, he's the kind of guy you would say to have a "nice personality". Well actually, this is way too detailed. I was pretty intoxicated-hell I don't remember. All I know is that Joel is super hotter then he was. And damn, I wished he could have been there and I would get him super drunk. Ha, that would be a good sight.
Anyways, bars are fun-but damn expensive. I know what Andrea means now by "let's pre-drink".
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[08 Apr 2003|08:00pm] |
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I got out of karate early. Yay! I'm lazy! Well partially yes, but mosrly because there were only me and Glen there. Doug came at 7 but we didn't want to train with Doug because Doug is not fun. In fact, he's not even humourous in any sort of.. um..way. So I decided to sit here for a bit and drink Pepsi and procrastinate to not do my calculus homework. My calculus homework isn't that hard and there's nothing much left to do of it but hey, I waste my time.
So how bout' them Oilers...
Um..
Shit..
Oh, I'm going to the bar on Friday. It's going to be good times. Hopefully I won't get raped or anything. Nah, I think I can protect myself.. and Andrea...especially Andrea. I kind of do feel like a bodygaurd sometimes when I'm with my friends who are girls in a raunchy (is that a word?) part of Edmonton. It's fun. Sometimes I kinda wish something would happen just so I can whip it out. Horrible thought though. Scary.
I really don't know if people actually read this. I know Jess and Joel do though. I have an audience! I wonder if they gotten this far and fell asleep yet?
La la la.. nothing more to say...
I guess my procrastination has gone down the shitter.
Damn.
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[06 Apr 2003|08:16pm] |
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I'm really tired and groggy today. I had a 2 hour nap and I drank too much pop. The only productive thing I did after Joel left was had my lottery tickets checked. I won a couple free tickets and 5 bucks. Then I went and got one of those new Fudgee-O blizzards from DQ. Yummy.
So I had my b-day party on Friday. Good times. I got kinky stuff like peach body whipped creme. I was dared to lick it off Joel- it was yucky! Tasted like shaving cream. I got strawberry hot sauce which is yummy. The party was super until Darcy and Al broke my bow staff. Ya, I'm sad. I have to get a new one-wahh. Oh well, something always breaks at parties, it's inevitable. I have to go back to school tomorrow. Blaahhh. I lost an hour today too from the stupid time change. But you do gain an hour of sunlight. ^_^
Yesterday was fun, Joel and I went to whyte to buy him some porn. But Warp One didn't have any hentai so we went to Chinatown. I didn't know how to get to Chinatown from Whyte so we drove around Edmonton and got lost downtown. It was kinda fun, we eventually made it there. So we busted a move super fast on Chinatown. There was no one there because of the SARS scare. So Joel and I totally covered our mouths and didn't breathe, teehee. We went to the DVD/music store and got some hentai and Japanese porn called "My horny Girlfriend". He didn't even need me there for I.D cause the guy didn't ask for it. Usually the people who are in Chinatown really don't give a shit if you are underage.
I think I'm going to go toHomestarunner now, so much fun! The guy's a genious.
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[03 Apr 2003|12:40am] |
I just came back from work. It was okay until some woman wouldn't leave the store at midnight. She was looking at hairdye and couldn't decide. I didn't mind though because I'm on Spring Break and thus no waking up early for me.
And so I got into my car and there was fucking snow all over it. I thought this was suppose to be spring! I had the radio on "the graveyard shift" and he was like "..and uh,..so there's a -15 degree windchill. What the hell?" Gotta love this country.
In other news Bryan is going to come to my party. Score- one big party, yay.
I'm eating ice cream. It's cold.
Brrr.
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[01 Apr 2003|10:37pm] |
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It really amazes me that I was all excited for Spring Break, that I was going to get things done. But alas, I sleep til noon then BOOM I'm suddenly at karate at 6. I'm one lazy kid.
Oh, and I watch Maid in Manhatten today. Nothing special, one of those predictable plots...boring. Oh what else am I going to do tonight? I think I'll clean my room. I know, I live on the edge. But seriously, I need to clean out my clothing areas. It may look like I have alot of clothes but really they're just ugly pieces of shit. I want to get birthday money soon so I can go to the mall or whyte or something..Ooo..shopping! I love being girly!
So today Darcy told me that Bryan is having a party the same night as my birthday. What the poop. Not allowed. Oh well at least I know that all my girls will be there and Joel. Maybe Bryan can just you know, bring his people to my house. Like whatever, the more the merrier and the better the drunken fest will be.
I'm actually scared for presents. I ask for none but I'll probably get some. I think Heather is plotting to get something from the kinky Love Shop for me as she and I did to Andrea. Ah, who am I kidding, I won't mind. Go kinkiness!
I tested out the new CD player I got for my car. Works fine, but my speakers are crap. It sounds funny when it's on super loud.
Anyway enough typing I say.
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[31 Mar 2003|11:22pm] |
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And so here I am. I decided to bust a move and update the journal. I deleted all previous entries because of the fact that they were ugly- horrible grammar!
So, what's new?
My birthday is on Friday. I'll be 18 and drunk.
I'm actually thinking hard, forcing myself to think of things to say. No fun. I think I'll use this journal in making entries that are actually meaningful and relevent...blah, blah, blah...
But right now I'm tired and I wanted to watch the rest of Amelie. I rented the DVD and it quit half way through it. I was mad; it was kind of good. So I took it back to VQ and rented Maid in Manhatten instead. Why? Who knows. Actually, I've seen all the movies on the new release wall that I want to see. But then Joel reminded me of One Hour Photo. Oh well, good old Jenny from da Block.
Eek.
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